I lose sleep over these guys..

The kind of people who get me to think about them the most are “different” people, they fascinate me intensely. I lose sleep over these guys. We are all unique, I know; but that particular unusual person, I want to know them. I want to understand their point of view, I want to know how they’re feeling, what goes on in their minds, how do they perceive the world around them? what’s their idea of behaviorism? I want to know, what do they think of me? do they kiss? how do they think? what do they think of people? how do they kiss?

I don’t speak of people who lead alternative lives and intentionally dress weird and accessorize weirdly to fulfill a “vibe”. I don’t care for those; those are the most normal people looking to not be normal by force. I’m talking of the genuinely different people; they could say a sentence and you would immediately think that you haven’t seen anything like this one yet. The ones that go out even putting conscious effort to kind of fit in with everybody, the ones that have given up and hidden often, just because they don’t want to be seen, those ones. Extremely attractive to me! The ones that are just different, and no matter how hard they try to fit with regulars will distinctly and evidently stand out. It’s not a conscious thing, it just is. Almost all the people who encounter them must think, this person is different.

I would leave 1 million people and give all my focus to that one different person at the bar. I may lose that interest quickly, as soon as I figure them out, but mostly, it will be good. And if they have the stamina for me, it will not be that quick.